Suicide
When you think of everyone who has committed suicide ,they are ridiculous brave..They are not cowards they are willingly venturing into the unknown,they willingly die.
When I stop I dont think,thinking causes pain, The cat is in glee it does not think.
I have closedthe door to my thoughts .
but am I empathetic? - an uneasy topic, I qwickly shove to the back of my mind,scared of what to find
if explored.
Too long a sacrifice Can make a stone of the heart.
Sement fills my body I am guilty,I am sad,I greive for the children yet I am glad
Sixteen.
blocked up with a see through shealed.
my broken heart.
thought it had healed,
mended and patched up with a lace so thin
tear when It pleases,shall at will.
,my wounds are still deep but not fresh
.Deleted and happy but now back and sad,
did not cross my mind in nearly a year,or do I lie,
.A phone call makes me rember that cold dull faitfull afternoon.
I have to relive it sunday and tell then he did not sin,twas me. Have I been at peace at last,
I think?
The person that hurt me most in my short years,I want to leave behind and all the pain. all the hurt and the selfishness I displayed.
a horrible person,was I. happyer now or -
Kurt
There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He’s ordinary
